Hello dear friends. I hope everyone's doing very well. :-)
Today I will share about what it means to be with a master, and how to make the best use of it.
One thing that could help us understand Mohanji is to know a master and a teacher are not the same. A teacher teaches a philosophy or a teaching. A teacher might have heard stories of truth, come really close to it, met people who have known it, but has not touched it. A master touched it and settled in it. He lives it. He is a lit candle among unlit candles. He has come to light more candles. That’s his only interest. But for that, the wick needs to be extremely dry, the person extremely ripe and ready.
A few days ago, a friend visited me and did a Mai-Tri session for me in person. He said he saw some resistance towards having children around my uterus, but since he was unsure, he wanted to ask me first. I narrated to him the events in my life related to this topic, in chronological order.
Year 2016
In 2016, I happened to attend a regression therapy session. The practitioner who performed it used Mohanji's energy. This is where I got my first discovery on the topic of having my own children.
Even though I don't attend regression therapies today, they exist for a good purpose, and it's not for entertainment. It's to solve something we don't have the power to solve on our own. Today, I always recommend Mai-Tri and MTM instead, because they proved to be highly effective. Sometimes, seeing the past may trap us more than it can liberate us.
The practitioner that took me to regression was thankfully connected to Mohanji, which means He allowed me to see only what I was ready to see, He also provided protection and made sure I receive nothing that binds me, instead, He liberated me on various levels.
The practitioner and I were shown a life where one of my two children died in a car accident, and the other one was taken away from me. We discovered many more details about that life, but they are not too relevant now. As a conclusion, the practitioner explained that Mohanji was working on my fears of losing children.
Year 2020
As things uncovered more and more, in 2020, a close friend of mine from Serbia did a remote Mai-Tri session for me at my request. She didn't know anything about my past insights from above.
She had already been highly experienced in her practice and she saw that I had a problem with resistance towards having children. I told her that I couldn't believe she was telling me that at this moment, because only one or two days before the session, I was in a park and I saw some children running and playing not too far from my home. Seeing them brought me joy, but thinking they are mine, brought horror. I told her that I don't have a desire for children of my own, in fact, I had terrible resistance. She said that this could change, because it might be an impression from the past that was blocking my clear view of what I really want. She said Mohanji worked on this trapped fear. I didn't tell her about the incident from 2016.
In the months to come, I felt resistance reduced from 100% to about 90-95%. It wasn't a large difference, but I felt slightly more peace and acceptance. There was still firm resistance in me.
Year 2021
In 2021, during one fragile period of my life I received a series of Mai-Tri sessions from a practitioner from the USA. She was doing it for me every day, for many months. This was the most intense Mai-Tri I have ever received, and until then, I didn't know Mai-Tri could work in this way. Daily Mai-Tri changed some drastic things in my life that I never thought could leave me so fast. That is when I learnt what Mai-Tri can do in its full form, and everything I had known before seemed small.
Day by day, many things were changing in me and we were discovering more. My lower belly seemed more bloated than ever. We discovered a series of lifetimes connected to this problem - losing babies at birth, losing custody over children, abortions, even hating my own pregnancies etc. I was instructed by the practitioner (my loving friend) to do disciplined practices, so that we can work our way towards the exit of this karmic pattern. By the time we finished, my belly had literally reduced a couple of centimeters, and that was confirmed by a few objective witnesses, and the resistance in me towards having children reduced from about 95% to around 20-30%.
It was a big change. I was at much greater peace. I didn't feel that heavy block, a choking “no, no, no” feeling. It wasn’t a feeling of “giving up” either. I truly felt I would enjoy any outcome and I didn’t feel a need to think or analyze it. I just felt acceptance.
Year 2022
This year, as I said earlier, a friend visited me, did a Mai-Tri session for me and saw the same resistance towards pregnancy. He didn’t know any of my previous discoveries. As I shared all these events to him, he understood that his vision came from the point of truth, not exactly from the mind's imagination.
From 100% to 20%, now even 0% doesn't seem far away. With Mohanji, even if bad things don't drop from 100% to 0% immediately, faith is what eventually takes you all the way. Things cannot happen overnight. Expectations don't hold water. We cannot expect rapid results from any path. That is why Mohanji always says,
“Try, test, question, but once you finally choose, and you are clear about it, don't leave, because only consistency can bring you transformation”. That is why - one path, one guide, one tradition, one practice. By nature we are so inconsistent, fond of changing paths and guides always, thinking we will get more if we chase more.
Bottom line - I don't know what will happen in this life, and that's okay, but Mohanji made me independent. He brought me clarity. He made me ready to make my own decisions. He removed the clouds so I could see. Now, even if I decide not to have children, it will be a decision from a clear mind, not out of emotion, pain, memory, fear or confusion. I continue to walk and leave the rest to Him.
I will conclude this blog with a few more points about the living masters and how to make the best use of them...
What happens in a master’s presence?
1. Unburden
When I was a kid of about 15-16 years old, I deeply desired to have children one day, and motherly instinct was deeply engraved in me, but as I grew older, I lost that desire. I had many blockages related to this. Through the hands of different mediums, Mai-Tri helped me gain clarity and also helped me unburden.
Mohanji is like a mountain of fire. His presence burns much of our residues if we do not block that from happening with our prejudices, doubts, resistance to let go, inhibitions, and fears. I experienced great transformation during my time when I served Him physically, when I was a part of His personal team. This is a very rare opportunity. It is very difficult to get it. It is very difficult to keep up with it too, because living with Him is like living with a tornado, so fast and furious. It is so dynamic. It wipes away our inertia. It wipes away even our binding habits, tendencies, patterns, repetitive obstacles in relationships etc. So many things.
2. Less expectation & alertness
And even though we serve Mohanji as a team, there is no guarantee that we will physically be with Him. Sometimes unexpected things happen and shake our expectation. Sometimes egos are hurt. There is no guarantee for anything, even for spiritual progress. He has never promised spiritual growth to anybody. But He always provides chances for those wise enough to use them. The tree will not run after you to give you a fruit when you are hungry. It will grow a fruit. But you have to walk to it, pluck it, chew it, eat it, digest it. So, with a master, we should be alert, aware, and make sure no opportunity is lost to be close to Him.
3. Tests of determination
Many people think masters like Mohanji will tell everything we need to know. Not so. They often don't say. They will not even say who they are. We need to discover. Sometimes you need lion-roaring determination to get something from Mohanji. He doesn’t give chances easily, and He certainly will not chase anybody with the opportunities on a platter.
In fact, He tried to send me away many times, but I stayed put. I ignored every attempt He made to make me think He is not worth being around. And there were many external tests too, from friends, family, relatives, parents - known and unknown sources, expected and unexpected.
4. Chance to crush ego & painful impressions
I have seen people who because of ego or pride lose the opportunity to benefit from Him. Time spent with Mohanji helped me to understand my binding patterns. And a word, a hug or even a look from Him, activated the inherent impressions and burned it out.
I never wasted a chance to be in Mohanji's presence whenever I could, even when it was very difficult, I ran with determination through fire and obstacles to get it, because I know He will not take more births. And also because I don't know when He will die. He can go tomorrow, in 2 months, 2 years or 10 years, we don't know. I don't want to have regret and think why I didn't do everything to get as many moments with Him. I also know that without the oxygen He gives to all segments of my life, those segments won't function. It's like car petrol - why do I need the car if I don't have petrol?
It is not easy for everyone to get this close time with Mohanji, but Mai-Tri practitioners are the next best. They may not be able to burn impressions like our Fire Mountain called Mohanji, because the effect of hundreds of Mai-Tri sessions sometimes happens in just 15 minutes of sitting in His presence. But the effect of Mai-Tri is still remarkable.
What’s important to know?
1. Avoid judgements
With a living master who's deeply connected to the Supreme consciousness, it is not easy to predict what they are and how they work. Sometimes Mohanji looks like He is doing one thing, and He is doing something completely different. For example, He talked one time with a lot of intensity to a man, to remove other people’s jealousy of him, which started affecting him negatively. When people started looking at him with pity, the man was free and could continue with his life. Heavy jealousy can really affect people if there is no solid protection, it can even manifest as anger, fever and dizziness. Thankfully the man was then okay. Another time, Mohanji was sitting and watching funny videos on His phone, and laughing. He said He was working on something, so none of us interrupted Him. Later, I discovered He was assisting a man at the hospital, whose wife prayed to Mohanji to save her husband. Even though to us it seemed He was watching videos, He was doing a completely different thing. All these things we don’t see, but they do exist and they can affect us. A master sees through things. So, avoid all judgments, expectations, comparisons, and analysis.
2. No expectation - everything is a gain
When there are no expectations, everything is a gain for us. Master may push us away to test our determination. But we must cling on with all our strength to him, so that we become what he is.
3. He will never judge
Imagine we are married to his consciousness and use every inch of our energy to keep our positive position without competing with someone or comparing our relevance with anyone. We all are the same in front of the master. He never discriminates anyone. We never have to worry about him judging us. He never wants any harm for us or our future. His love is ultimate and pure.
4. Use all you can
The best thing that can happen in a lifetime is to get the chance to be with a true master and enjoy his energy field. We may not get a lot of chances to hug him or talk to him, but his presence itself is transformative. Expectations, doubts, and possessiveness should be wiped off from our system towards the master. Completely. Period.
I hope this blog inspired you in some way. Take what you wish and leave what doesn't suit you. I send you lots of love!
Stay happy, stay fulfilled.
Best regards
Photo courtesy
Regression therapy: philolifewellbeing.com
Woman doing a denial gesture: freepik.com
Third eye photo: artofliving.org
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